Well as many of you know I claim to be a believer in Bigfoot, I claim to have heard them, and I claim
to have experienced activity, well all that being said what if I was 100% honest. Fact of the matter is
I would have to say I seriously have my doubts as to the creatures existence anywhere much less
in my surroundings here. That is an honest statement from an honest believer in this creature. I wish
I could say I have had that definitive moment, I have had moments that fostered the belief no doubt,
but like many of you I am just a believer, not a knower. I have not seen it with my own eyes, nor have
I touched it to know what I was seeing was actually real. Ok, well then why just not give up the whole
shooting match and lay the idea to rest. Well if it were that easy I sure would have liked to do it sooner,
yet I have nothing at stake in this, only more to loose by holding onto the belief, more time, energy, my
reputation, my sanity perhaps. If you are honest you might share this feeling and thought process. The
power of belief is stronger than we humans can imagine, it can make a strong man cower and a weak man
tower. I submit that such a belief, experiences or not, can cloud the mind, or make it see things that
it wants to see. So is that all this is? No, if it were just that I would be free simply by relying on the rational
mind and the facts. The rational mind is what is not letting this go, because you can see here I have
reason to desire to let it go, it is the fact that what I heard in 2013 cannot be explained, what my wife
heard also, what recordings seemed to confirm was activity, it all is compelling my rational mind to find
another explanation, so far I cannot. That is the issue. To the skeptics I say enjoy your world free of such
experiences that would force you into this quandary, but be clear that many of us are here not by our own
choice, but by circumstances that most of us wish never happened. The compulsion that accompanies those
experiences is what leads people here looking for answers. Of course many of us have not compulsion other
than we think this is entertainment. I wish I were here simply for entertainment, simply to blow off some steam
or to enjoy a good joke. I am here simply out of a compulsion to find answers to something I thought could not
exist, and honestly in many ways wish it did not.