"My time on the BFF coincides with my time spent researching BF online ..."
Same with me. I had no real interest in bigfoot for most of my life. I had seen the spooky things like "In Search of..." with Leonard Nimoy when I was really young as well as The Legend of Boggy Creek (scared the beejubus out of me at the age of 9), but other than that, I would watch the occasional documentary if I happened across it while channel surfing. Then I tuned in to Finding Bigfoot one day, and it all changed. I was shocked at how MM was rattling off his "bigfoot facts" as if bigfoot was a known animal. I was honestly shocked. I thought how could this be true, how could bigfoot have been found and there be no fanfare at all? So, like you, I imagine, I started researching online. I bought a few bigfoot books ( Legend Meets Science, The Discovery of the Sasquatch, Bigfoot The True Story of Apes in North America to name a few) but always felt quite unsatisfied. All the books talk, but don't show. There are no pictures of bigfoot, no bigfoot DNA, nothing that could not be explained by something else. This emerged as a very common theme. Bigfoot always seemed to be alluded to but never revealed. I eventually ended up here, at the BFF. And it was really here that my skepticism was confirmed.
There was a time when some skeptical members, more learned than I, used to post. People like Saskeptic who really did a great job of participating and demonstrating the true side of bigfoot vis a vis science. Not what you get in hokey documentaries or from self styled scientists here, but a true bona fide phd who was open to the idea, but honest about the evidence. Add that to the mental gymnastics I see here every day while people try to shoehorn bigfoot into reality, and well I was done. Also add to that the long, long list of failed endeavors such as Ketchum, Sykes, Hershom, Daisy in a Box, Falcon Project, etc, and it now just boggles my mind how any one can maintain a belief in bigfoot.
That is pretty much how I came to where I am at now. I am now more curious about the culture of bigfoot belief. About why it seem so important to some people that a belief in this creature persist. Especially in those that have never laid claim to even seeing one. What is it about this particular myth that makes people cling so strongly? That is where most of my interest lies. And that is probably why I persist here presenting the skeptical opinion whenever I can.
If I was still a student, and majoring in psych, this topic would make a hell of an awesome thesis. Who knows, maybe when I retire, and if I am still interested in this phenomenon, I might just go back to grad school just for this reason. Until such time, I will continue to participate and observe and engage. Maybe someday, if I have enough time and inclination, a book might come out of it.